→ insomia!

very suffer from the insomia!

>.<>

i cant even slept well every night!

stress stress stress~

stress make me cant breath!

压力压的我喘不过起来。

really hope can sleep well every night.

when lying on the bed my brain kept thinking those management,socio,marketing bla bla bla~

worry cant finish study...

arghhhh....

regret too late start to do revision!

why im always like that...

when knew wrong den promise myself next time cant repeat same mistake,

but everytime also repeat den only regret,

den promise self again. = =

i swear!!!

next sem i must start early!!!

dont want lazy anymore!!!

→ Happy ^^

So so so happy!!!

so must post this thing at here to share with you all =)

why im so happy o?!

This is because :

i get the news that my cousin them will come back Malaysia From England for 3 weeks!

I saw Yan's facebook comment said they will coming over in summer around July for 3 weeks!

This week because exam is around the corner so become moody and stress,

but today really very happy because get this news! =)

today check on my facebook inbox only knew that my England cousin,Yan had sent a

message for me on Jan 12,

but now only i open my inbox to check. = =ll

btw felt very happy to saw her message ^^

most important is she stil remember me! (because we less contact summore when we met that time we still a child)

damn happy~ ^^

well,

good mood!

tonight must study my sociology sub.

Have a nice day =)

→ Rest

no more blogging and facebook from tomorrow on,

will concentrate in my study for my final exam!!!

休息是为了走更长远的路，

＝ ＝

无端端很想说这句话，

可是很不la gang....

btw,

GAMBATEH~

~.~

→ 13 Jan 2010

today was my 1st time cry in 2010 this new year...

今年的第一次流眼泪，

竟然是为了钱！

因为要帮一个朋友交重改考卷的费RM200，

我连户口里剩下的一百块零七块令吉都要按出来，

非常不想按的，

因为没有朋友在，

借不到，

就算在也不好意思借，

唯有按，

当我看到收据剩下七块时，

我心在滴着血 T.T

然后拿起电话打给妈，

告诉她我剩下七块而已，

借了两百给朋友，

她说我按完甘愿了？

眼泪忍不住了，

T.T

我也非常的不想的，

一个人坐在楼上默默的掉眼泪

T.T

很想找个人来说，

可是不想麻烦别人，

就算找了也不懂要说什么，

还是算了，

最近太多事了，

好想好想回家，

回自己的家...

miss my family so much...

→ tired.

very tired recently...

felt stress bcoz final coming soon...

wanna start to study but din take any action,

very hate myself like this...

dunno why felt tired

dun want talk to any one

just wan be quiet...

emo again...



my frens all fall in sick ady,

hope them will recover soon.



有时候真的很累，

付出多了，

自然会累，

不知道怎么说那种感受，

就好像紫琳说的每一次都是单方面的付出

真的会很累，

有时对他们说很累，

可是他们只会对你说，

哇，你昨天睡那么久还很累哦，

没人懂。

不是说要计较什么，

只是付出多了，

人也会累的.....

现在暂时不想作出什么牺牲了，

朋友的生日也没有什么兴致要去搞，

真的很赞同这一句话，

“你怎样对别人，别人就会怎样对你。”

暂时想休息一下，

只想做我自己，

不想去想别人如何，

只想好好休息，

可是我知道自己一定做不到，

因为绝对不能给脸色朋友看，

就算心情低落或不是很好，

也要笑，

=)

:)

=]

:]

^^

当自己向对方说很烦的时候，

别人反而问回你你烦什么？

全部assignemnt presentation over ady~

你还烦什么？

无形的压力逼得我很烦，

最近花钱花很多，

唯一一个方法让自己良心过得好一点就是要努力读书

不要浪费父母的钱...

压力压力压力...

想找人说，

可是不知可以找谁说，

只能把一切心情写下来，

写完了，

发泄完了，

心情应该也会好很多....

看到朋友的生日一个接一个，

自己的生日也就快要到，

开始感到怕，

我问自己为什么要怕，

不是说过不能报任何期待吗，

有期待就会有失望，

期待越大，失望越大，

相反的，

没有期待就不会有失望，

我已经学会了，

所以不应该感到怕的。

希望生日不要那么快到来。。。

→ 1.4.2009

1.4.2009

be lated post...

4 april is our lovely bobo birthday

12am y.teng and t.lin went out brought burger

we wake bobo up gave her a surprise

sommore we put a candle on the burger. lol

then we sing birthday song to her.

The next day we went to A box sing k with joseph,kit,kam,t.hong them

they all sick also came celebrate with us

such a great fren >o<

thank you!

after dinner we back home

not a good night for us...

bcoz smth had happened between all of us...

sigh...

well...

i wish bobo her dream comes true

always stay pretty

and

几时都咁sok!

^^

down are the photo which took at tat day~

the sequence damn messy...

>.<

guys ^^

ladies

Yeah~

Happy Birthday bobo muacks~ ^^

→ Kl Trip

9/1/2009 Saturday

woohoo...today went kl with our burger gang~

♥ t.lin, y.teng, xiao wei, huan and bobo ♥
hohoho...

7am smth all woke up to prepare ady...

before 9.45am must arrived at ktm...

we asked ck fetch us went to ktm...

then we took our breakfast at ktm with our delicious Bread~ ^^v

my 1st time to take train...

wakao...the train late!

we blame sw bcoz she made the train late (haha)

around 10 am the train only arrived.

Again around 12pm plus we reached Kl sentral,

then took the monorail to time square.

Ps : 1st time to take monorail also,= =
when night want back to kl sentral,
we took wrong monorail!!!
luckily yuen teng had noticed tat we took wrong
swt...
really lucky...

At time square,

we took our lunch at time square the 欢喜地

walao...难吃到！

too bad!

but it does not affect our mood,

yt and me keep took photo at there,

xp

night 8 smth we back to kl sentral by monorail,

all tired like hell

and took our dinner at Mac D again...

Finally,

every one of us also just brought one or two dress or shirt only...

well...

really a nice trip

ok...report till here...

is time for study.

=)

photo will be upload soon~

→ Alvin!

6/1/2010, Wednesday~

today we went ipoh jusco to watch movie

we plan want to watch Avatar one

but since the ticket was sold out

then we watched Alvin the chipsmunk ii

what a nice movie!

muahahha

this movie damn funny

those chipsmunk damn cute!!!

especially theodos!

sibeh love it!!

♥.♥

well...

very lazy to write blog recently

just simply wrote these few day's event...

>.<

→ the night of 31.12.09

Happy New Year lo...

^.^

today is 31 Dec 2009,

last day of 2009!

we had planned went to clubbing tonight~

around 9 pm we all went to ipoh~

*Voodoo*

a clubbing place where dunno why ss ppl very like to go...

i met many ss frens at there...

walao...

damn many ppl there...

those bear exp dao...

2 person must want buy 1 tong only can in...

before planned ady we totally 27 ppl just buy 12 tong den ok de...

but one of my fren bring along 2 frens came but din informed me...

finally they need paid more RM300...

totally 15 tongs we had brought...= =

15 tong= =

later all drunk lolx =x

1st time went this kind of place...

but i admit that i like the feel inside the pub >0<

we went to stage jump dance shout whatever~

all so high~

my fren let ppl "pok mong"

luckily got tze lin and ck them protect her~

=@=

luckily i stand with ss frens them and kit them...

swt...

swt...

swt...

before i was like this ::

v>0<v

but

then...

i become like this ::

@.@

finally...

X.X

lol...i dunno i will so fast drunk...

frens said me drunk...

i knew i drunk,

but i also knew my mind still awake de,

just felt abit pening, felt wanna sleep @.@

but mind really really still awake de = =

but nobody believed me

T.T

very suffered from the feel want vomit but cant vomit =x

bobo totally drunk ady and slept in the car,

wei jian so good huh~ ^^

ck them take care of us...

luckily they had followed us came,

if not dunno what will happened= =

真是令人担心的一群大小姐

lolx

crazy till 3 am then all went to Mac D rest...

walao...

Mac D got ppl fight there and got 3 police car came...

well...see... i stil rmb all those 情节细节,

really mind still awake geh...

lol

well...

write till here...

it was a special day for me...

will let me very 难忘...



Special Thanks to

Huan,YuenTeng,ah di,

Ck,Joseph,Kam,Kit,Wei Jian,Tjun hong,

Boon, and the fren from bidor（美罗）



all of them take care of us when all of us also drunk >.<

Terima Kasih!

Photo will be upload soon...

→ 惜缘

Again!

Happy New Year ~

2009 end...

a new year coming...

2010 ...

time passing very fast...

now is 2010 ady...

i studied in UTAR half year ady...

最高兴的事是可以交到一班猪朋狗友

=p

^^

joseph a, kit a, kam a, ck a, wei jian a, tjun hong a,

yan q a, jenny a, kenny a, ah shua a, apple a them...

一开始刚认识他们时，

并不是很喜欢他们，

觉得他们很废，

时常上课很吵，

又不做功课，

时常last minit work，

还有一对情侣时常眼里只有他们，

我们想要参他们都难～

（哈哈）

还有当时因为一些事情，

我先入主观的认为某些人很假，

以小人之心度君子之服，

认定她们是虚伪，

可是第二学期回来后我抛开成见真心的跟她们做朋友，

发现原来她们并不是我想的那样，

她们对朋友也是很好的，

（ 可是无论我现在多努力，

参不进就是参不进，

有时在她们面前还是不能自在的，

希望以后会有点改进。）

话说回来，

加上我当时被男朋友影响，

并没有时常参他们玩，

之后分手了,

相通了，

我能认识到他们是一种缘分，

我应该要珍惜这般朋友的，

于是我积极地参他们，

发现他们其实很好的，

之前的我真的不会看人，

有这么一般朋友我应该感到庆幸的，

虽然只是短短半年，

但足够让我看清楚什么是朋友，

这班朋友真的有够讲义气的！

不论你发生什么事，

他们都会不怕麻烦的帮你。

半年不是很长也不是很短，

但是其中夹持着许多属于大家的回忆，

伤心的

开心的

无聊的

搞笑的

吵架的

一点一滴都是大家的回忆。

希望我们会彼此珍惜这段友谊...