Sushi Zanmai

Weekend 201012-211012

201012
it was Saturday!
well.. after came to kl internship, only i realize Saturday is how important for workers!
T.T
i want to appreciate Saturday and spend my day meaningful,
so if you ask me how i gonna spend my day,
i will answer you : Not to stay at home, i wanna hang out!
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This Sat i went to 1 utama movie with my fren.
did not plan shopping one, did plan buy aything too
i was plan to get a pair of earing for my cousin,
but then end up i get all these and didn get earing because sold out d. =___=

still got another shirt one.. but i wash it ady XD

All from F21 and the right-sided bracelet is from cotton on. :)

so happy!

(i was too bored while waiting my fren come to pick me) XD

unexpected schedule. lol

guess where am i?

my short pant become skirt d.. bcoz i was too freaking cool.  -- 

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Went to BBQ plaza to have lunch!

and yeah! i get this! 

limited edition one.XD

after paid the bill, then the waiter gave me these :))

we were so lucky~ haha

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为什么每次就是要我问才对我坦白呢？
你可不可以主动告诉我呢？
不要等我问，不要等我开口可以吗？
每次要我问，要我好像个忌妇来问你，
我不想每次当坏人，
不想每次让我自己觉得自己像个忌妇。
我累了，
每次都是因为这些事吵，
我说了很多次，
也教过你应该怎么做，
可是我给你一次又一次的机会，
你还是犯同样的错误。

你知道当我问你才告诉我的时候，
就算知道答案，那一切已经太迟了，
我要的是你可以before take action 的时候就问我，告诉我，
不是等我开口问你，chok你，你才说。

不如你教我我该怎么做？

微笑

终于重拾回我的笑容，
:D
心情好多了。
明天加油



虽然小鸟暂时失去了自由，
他还有一堆关心他的朋友，
很快的就可以和朋友们见面了。

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想哭却不能哭的那种感受很难受，
很想大声地发泄出来，
可是不能。。。
只能静静的忍受。
每一分每一秒对我来说都很痛苦。
只想快点解决，来个痛快，
好过在那胡思乱想，乱猜。。。

无形的距离令我痛苦

又有谁可以了解我呢？
又有谁我可以说话的呢？
我不开心，你懂吗？
你说距离问题，可是当我们在同一个地方的时候，我发觉无形的距离把我们拉的越远。
我该如何是好？
觉得自己很没用，很无能，
什么都帮不到，
就连最基本的分担，你也不愿意让我来做。
我该怎办？
我好想好想和你谈谈，
可是很多阻碍，
迫使我只能把话收在心里，往肚里吞。

在同一天内，
我写了十多页的日记，全部都是我的心情写录，
没有人可以说话，
当想找人说时，可是不知从何说起，
还是决定算了，
只能把话写在日记，
永永远远收起来。

第一天开工，
闷，而且stress
要读很多关于product的东西。
好像又回到了中学，可中学的单纯得多，
社会大学真的不容易读。

haha we were in Sinchew newspaper!

XD
when my fren inbox me the link,
when i opened it,
i cant stop laughing...
haha..
so happy and excited...
i know just newspaper only...
but also quite excited nia..
i so regret last time did not keep the Walt With Love 2011 from The Star..
just now i called my mom asked her keep it for me!
XD

很乱。

Today after BusinessEthics class,
i joined lunch with sw and carmen..
we talked like a 38 poh in the restaurant. lol
many funny things and lame things. haha..
it seems like i many days also din join sw dinner or lunch or meet her in class.
anywhere have a nice lunch hour with them :)

哈哈，是时候用下华语写部落格。
朋友们都说我变得很粗鲁了，应该要文雅一点。
可是我觉得跟老朋友或很熟的朋友不需要太过文雅，
有时粗鲁一点感觉比较亲切一点。
你说对不对？
还有我之前在面子书看到的一句经典：“讲粗口的人不会跟你耍心机！”
哈哈
极度like！lol
不过我也知道在什么人面前要说什么样的话，
参什么人就应该要有什么的态度，
出来社会就要懂得随机应变，入乡随俗。
好好好...我会谨记。

gosh....我的部落格的文字真的很不文雅，很乱
:lll
给我一点时间慢慢调回来。
最近的我很压力，
很需要做些疯狂的事情来发泄自己的心情。
写部落格，真的满不错一下。
本来不打算写的，要等我忙完我手头上的事情才写，
可是有几个朋友都问我为什么那么久没有update blog了。
ahah ( i know lar... you guys want to read more about me right? heheheheh.. )XD
所以我就打算写回，
原来把头脑烦的事情写下来，
心情，头脑都会清晰一点，好过一点。


还有还有，
我要加强我说英文的流利，我要练习修改我那些不文雅的华语。
是不是应该要train自己在这里写一次英文，再写一次华语？
=x

Im back!! in blog!!

It seems like long long long long long time didn't update my blog d!
Yea.. i know I'm bullshitting..not seems like.. it is a facts. = =
actually i have many many things want to update!
my sem break trips, photos..
=(( but but but!
I'm so busy busy with my assignments, fyp and alot alot unlimited works.. (i feel guilty if upload those photos, bcoz it takes time for me to load.. and my line so slow! FML)]
one work haven't settle then the next work come ady..
everyday just sleep 3 to 4 hours..
i also don't know why my work will so inefficient...
maybe is because i lost my passion...
totally don't have any passion in this semester..
where is my passion???
Passion babe can you come back to me?!

well.. bullshit finished d...
today was music festival sub event --- MPO
well, you guys will ask me : what is MPO?
MPO is Malaysia Philharmonic Orchestra.
last semester they also had came to UTAR,
today one was a very very mini concert..
only 5 performers. unlike last time there were big group of performers!
but still the flow very smooth and the hall almost FULL!
XD
the most happy moment of this week was because can work out with those committees!
i really like event!
i so regret why during my foundation and degree year 1 the time i did not join any event.
although coming weeks will be super freaking busy, but wouldn't have stress like facing those academics stuffs.
why? because I'm very enjoy in doing those activities which is not related to study!
yeah.. i'm crazy!
but still have to back to reality..
 - -
continue my assignments is better...
:((

here are the pics of today..
ops.. loading too slow..
photos next time sin lar.. ><

What am i doing all the days?

T.T i studied nothing today. 
I went to kfc thought wanna study 
but the environment too noisy 
then i just keep on listened to music only. 
Around 4pm i back home then my room hot like hell ar.. 
then i listened to songs again..
then time passing very fast!
7.30pm d, dinner time.
after dinner then too full + hot, i played again. 
so many excuses to myself!
=___= 
when i read the notes not more than 10min i will feel sleepy and fishing again!
gosh..
can someone please cure me this bad habit? =(


well..
update some happy moment sin..
hahaha
just now went to dinner with edison and lin.
tunedison showed us few apps which are so adorable and fun!
haha
This is the 1st one.. 
this apps is Buddycon which will move around your wall and you can make it jump over or play games by clicking on her. hahaha.. they very cute one.. i can't stop laughing when i saw this! 

This is the second one, Simsimi which is allow you to chat with the robot. 

lol

you type anything to it, it will reply you. 

hahaa.. 

if nobody chat with you or you feel bored can try chat with this. although is lame but the answers sometimes very funny one. 

Friend 1  type : Fuck you!

It : Oh no, you should say like this!

Friend 2 : Fuck you!

It: now! now! 

LOL

There are so many cute and fun apps ar..

make me so hope to get 1 smart phone too!

haha.

btw. save money sin. 

ok.. is time to study d!