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讨厌软弱的自己，今天又遇到他。
看见他的时候，高傲的我假装看不到他，也不要看他。
可是心跳却跳得很快，为什么？
朋友告诉我他很没礼貌，没风度，很过分！为什么？因为他也假装看不到我，连打个招呼的基本礼貌都没有。
我觉得很讽刺，曾经他是我最熟悉的人，可现在却是最陌生的人。
明明曾经是相爱过的，为什么今天彼此会是那么的陌生呢？
朋友问我：难道做不成情侣，就不能做朋友吗？
这个问题我也问自己很多次了，也为自己找很多借口：也许他是等我先开口，也许他觉得没有面子，也许他觉得没有必要了，也许现在大家是陌生人会更好，也也许他是要我彻彻底底的忘记他不要再让我有更多的遐想，许多个的也许......
就是有个也许我一直都不敢去想，也不敢承认，就是......也许他根本不爱我.....连朋友都不屑做......连一点点想念我都没有......
唯一值得安慰的是，我还有一样东西－回忆。
至少曾经一起的日子是真的，那是属于我们的回忆。
如今的我觉得亲情，友情和学业是我最重要最想珍惜的东西。
爱情呢？这么没有保障的感情，现在对我来说是可有可无的东西，也不想再当个傻瓜那样傻傻地去追求了。

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Mad!!! My fren bag had been rob by robber!!!

When she cycling back home, just after the round about then got a SHIT INDIA GUY riding motor rob her bad! So suck!

And one thing make me mad and feel disappointed. That is my fren! When i called her asked her can borrow car or not bcoz my fren accident. She told me : "Har? i playing basketball."

( i felt disappointed...bcoz 1st when i told her my fren accident,she din ask me who is her. 2nd is before when she happen smth although just small case me and my housemate them also will very care her,asked her and concern her,and will acc her also. but now when i told her my fren accident,she told me she playing ball dunno what time back and even no ask me who is tat gal accident...If me is her,i wont continue play ball. feel so xin hui bcoz she dunno concern her fren. haih...)

Kampar a lot accident. Recently got 9 ppl dead ady, every accident also was 3 ppl. Today when v go police station report also totaly got 3 case happen same accident,same venue, same time, same robber~! Geli!!~.~