Thank you my parents

This year my father's and mother's day i also cannot stay beside them and celebrate with them
feel so sorry to them...

this year mother's day i had went to kl already...
that day morning I'm still sick,
my mouth become serious some more half of my face become blunt..
i felt so scary...
i wonder if my face become more and more serious then how??
what will happened to my face??
my mouth even distorted...
my dad keep on asking me don't go kl
i know he is worry me
he said "paid the money to taxi then don't go la...
i bring you go see doctor now
wait you recover only go kl"
but i had promised my uncle
he arranged everything for me already...
thanks daddy...

finally i had decided to go...
the moment i get in the car
i so hope the taxi will break down on that moment
i don't wish to go kl
T.T
i so hope i can stay with family when I'm sick..
especially this kind of sick so special...
i had never tried that before...

when reached kl...
my uncle and aunt quickly fetch me to hospital..
the moment waiting for doctor...
i feel wanna cry...

i tried to ask myself don't cry don't cry...
cannot cry in front of them...

after checked by doctor i kena shock by the doctor again..
T.T
whole day i can say 24 hours my tears also try to stream down...
the moment try to stop and block my tears drop down is very suffer...
especially in front of uncle them...
i keep on sms friends to sent some funny msg
try to think other happy things...

night...my mom called me many times today..
she worry my sick..
keep on asking me doctor had said what..
i cannot stop my tears that time...
suddenly i told her..
妈....今天是母亲节哦，对不起不能跟你一起庆祝，
祝你母亲节快乐。
T.T
while talking these my tears is dropping...non stop...

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i really really very love my family.
i cant live without them.
they are such important person for me.
wish them always healthy and happy.
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